Traveling excites me and makes me a nervous wreck. I’m terrified of all the things that could go wrong at the same time I think “fuck it”. I’m a walking contradiction. I love kids until you surround me with screaming,whinny,tired kids on a plane then I start imagining an adult only plane….(my 7 year old is sitting next to me) double standard????? Noooo who me? I love food until you ask me what I’d like to eat…..then nothing sounds good and every suggestion given to me is shit! I drive myself crazy. I love too hard too fast. I wear my heart on my sleeve when it’s convenient for me. I push people away when I need them the most. My anxiety is crippling at times, I wake up and the thought of facing the day outside of my bed is daunting. But I push through and force myself to see the beauty in my life. #lovemeanyways