I am a Momma. I like to think i’m clever. I’m overly sarcastic. I can’t help but make people laugh. I am embarrassed of my weight and will stay home for days at a time so I don’t have to see anyone. I am bipolar. I have an extreme anxiety disorder. I can’t leave the house by myself. I was married once. Divorced once. I have tattoos. And purple hair. And I hate that I am judged for that. I like to think of myself as a barefoot, organic eating, wine drinking, hug giving, smile having, hippie. I am 31 but feel like i’m 18. I’m perverted. I cuss. I sing loudly. I make sound effects for everything. My father is my best friend. He makes sound effects for everything too. I have nightmares almost every night. I daydream every chance I get. I flirt. I like compliments, but like giving them more. I don’t like reading, but wish I did. I don’t like running, but wish I did. I drive slow. I like to be tan, but am terrified of cancer. I like to smoke cigarettes, but am terrified of cancer. I cry. I think about dying. A lot. I am spiritual and I pray. I am still not sure who I am praying to, but know it feels good to get it out of my being. I believe in energy. I don’t believe energy dies. I wish I was as courageous as people think I am. I have a resting Bitchy face. People often think I am angry because of it. I am obsessed w/ my dog, she is an English Bull Terrier. She is ruining my life and all of my belongings, and I wouldn’t have it any other way. I listen to Janis Joplin every day. I don’t enjoy sharing my space, but don’t know what I’d do w/out my family. I love the rain, but hate the smell of it. I hate the grass but love the smell of it. I am an artist. I am never w/out hot gluesticks and thread. I have a horrible memory and have to leave myself notes every night before bed. Saying i’m “not a morning person”, is an understatement. I hate coffee, and don’t drink caffeine. I have named all of my different personalities. I get along better w/ kids than I do most adults. I hope by my being here, will help someone, somewhere, someday. I could write forever. I apologize a lot and am sorry if this sucked.
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