lovemeanywaysthoughtinitiative:

I’m 37 and I miss my mom everyday. Not the person she really was though, the person I believed she was when I was too small to see the truth. Among other things, she was a hoarder. She piled things up until you couldn’t even tell what the shape of the room was that you were standing in. Sometimes I like to make little piles in out of the way places just because it makes me feel close to her. She taught me to find beauty in chaos. #lovemeanyways