I fly off the handle easy, I have a hard time seeing the good in people, and hate to be lied too. I put some people on a pedestal and then am severely disappointed when I realize the truth. I fall in love once a decade and when I do I jump in all the way, but subconsciously I always find men who are unavailable. I beg for stability, but then get bored and find the chaos. I instill the boundary law and then one day decide it’s too boring and cross the lines. My mom died suddenly 14 years ago and I can’t shake the anger and the sadness to save my life. However, I fave three furry children who I love with all my being. I was meant to be mother in this world and I was giving three beings who love me unconditionally. I can’t make a commitment to save my life yet crave that talent. I go from being in the best shape of my life to gaining 60 pounds in a year because I go into a depression. I used to fear my finances even when I was making six figures a year, but I’m finding peace in that arena. When I’m on, I love life, I’m the life of the party and love treating the wonderful people of my life but when the pendulum swings the other way, I disappear for months at a time and won’t leave the couch for days and I ignore the world. My mom always read the book to me “leo the late bloomer,” and I keep praying that’s my problem. I was put on this world to make people smile, to take from their fantastic energy, I am definitely put in particular people’s path throughout the day to remind them how spectacular they are…..I just have lead this movement of spectacular and remember how spectacular I can be! #lovemeanyways anyone who invests in me falls in love quickly!