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-@evermore1979
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I am obsessed with my two dogs and four cats. I am terrified to come home and find one of them has died on me. I really think I could be an amazing movie star. I am a recovering alcoholic and drug addict. I am married to my best friend who happens to have stage 3 melanoma and I am convinced I can cure him. I am obsessed with healthy eating. I swim, bike and run, none of which I do well. I am easily distracted… SOMETHING SHINY!!!! I am jealous that my husband is going back to school full time while I have to hold down the financial fort until he graduates and starts making some money. I feel undeserving of love and especially undeserving of this amazing life I have been given. I don’t believe in games, passive aggressiveness. I believe in honesty and communication. I am true to myself and to the people that matter.
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I’m a vegetarian who aspires to be vegan but who occasionally eats fish. I’m worldweary, sometimes naive, hard-nosed but tender with small creatures. I collect books and beautiful candles and enjoy obscure music. Don’t tolerate fools or people attempting to manipulate me, and can be brutally honesty when repelling them, but a mother bear when protecting my loved ones. I’m retraining as a counsellor and can’t wait to set up my grumpy aunt practice.
I have more dysfunction in my life than many of my clients. I put off my procrastination until later. I’ve been vegetarian for over 20 years, but I eat like crap and then bitch about my weight. I have been told I am very blunt and that I have a blank facial expression that disarms people because they can’t read me. My finances are a shambles. I got divorced because my ex lived/worked in a city 2+ hours away, but I’m now seeing a man who lives 2+ hours away. I love my kids greatly, but I feel like a failure as a mother because they constantly grate my last nerve. I post pictures of stuff I cook/bake on Facebook even though I’m pretty sure no one cares. A truck driver informed me that I swear worse than a truck driver. I have been lied to so many times, both personally and professionally, but I refuse to consider the possibility that it is my fault for being too gullible.
At 52 years old, I still like bad boys. My spine curves to the right. I worry about becoming a bag lady. I need at least 8 hours sleep. I’ve read none of The Classics. I’m a good photographer, but a terrible businesswoman. I wear a retainer at night…and an eye mask. The thought of my dog dying is unbearable. I’m a loner, but I still want to be invited. I need to clean my house. I swear too much. I eat popcorn and ice cream for dinner. Quite often, I think I’m pretty damn awesome but I wonder why nobody else notices…
I am a walking contradiction. I like to be the center of attention and I’m shy + awkward. I’m insanely sensitive + unnecessarily tough. I’m insecure + arrogant. I’m fiercely independent + painfully lonely. I want a relationship + I am scared of commitment. I want to be included + left alone. I want freedom + get overwhelmed by it. I interrupt + speak before thinking, and get annoyed when others do the same. I want men to pay attention to me and feel uncomfortable when I’m hit on. I want women to like me and I push them away. I crave boundaries and then I brake them. I love life + fantasize about death. I am beautiful + chaos.
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I’m loud. I try to see the good in people. I’m vertically
challenged. My personal therapy consists of two wheels and a motor. I enjoy a cold beer after a long day at work. I can be too brutally honest. I am driven by passion. I want to make a change in the world. At times, I question my life’s mission. I speak with confidence, even when I know I’m straight bullshitting. I love chocolate. I’m goofy and proud of it. I want to redefine masculinity. I curse too
much. I was a nerd in school. My spirituality keeps me sane. I struggle with financial expectation that I set for myself. I pride myself in being a good boyfriend. I love to laugh. I believe dogs are truly man’s best friend. I love to travel. To me, respect is love.Beaches are my escape from reality. I’m a risk taker. I try to be my most authentic self, but often fall short. I’m afraid of becoming a failure. I owe everything I am now to my mother. I want my gravestone
to say “he made a difference.”
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Sometimes I get so caught up in making things work that I forget why I started to begin with. I want desperately to help others who want help, but I hardheadedly try to do too much on my own. I speak on passion, spirituality, and finding your inner purpose, but I’ve neglected my own practice lately. I crave struggle because I know that it means growth, but when it is handed to me, I can’t wait for it to be over. I’m scared of being a bad parent that is overly absorbed in my profession. I strive for self-acceptance while getting frustrated when I don’t stick to my own work out schedule. I put high expectations on myself and battle chronic perfectionism. I know self-doubt is a part of life, but get frustrated when I experience it. My journey is one of constant self-reflection and recalibration for more peace, hope, love, and gratitude. I throw a mini temper tantrum about once every 3 months because those qualities are not my “natural” state even though I believe they really are. I wish I could live life more out loud by being unapologetically me, but fear always holds me back.
i criticize others for what i do myself. i own too many sweatshirts. like to eat apples in the car. write in lower case. am terrible on the phone. cry at others goodness. love my feet. don’t like thanksgiving, the holiday, not giving thanks. have a love tatoo. ride a bike. adore my daughter she makes me a good mom. don’t always brush my teeth at night. overthink. wish i was more. have high expectations. #lovemeanyways