I am quiet and shy unless I trust you. I am primally protective of my daughters. I have strong values which I grew from thin air. I believe my darkest most destructive moments have added beauty to my life. I can be judgy. I like it how I like it. I love being around people but it exhausts me. I can feel other peoples feelings. I love to cook. I have way too many skin products. I recognize disfunction more than health. I still believe in love. I am scared to turn 40 this year. I learn experientially. The hard way. I change my mind a lot but am passionate when my mind is made up. I love to work with my hands, but am not a very good gardener. I feel very safe underwater. I want very much to have longterm relationships and an intimate sense of community but I have no idea how. I will NEVER hashtag. Love. Me. Anyways.