I am a walking contradiction. I like to be the center of attention and I’m shy + awkward. I’m insanely sensitive + unnecessarily tough. I’m insecure + arrogant. I’m fiercely independent + painfully lonely. I want a relationship + I am scared of commitment. I want to be included + left alone. I want freedom + get overwhelmed by it. I interrupt + speak before thinking, and get annoyed when others do the same. I want men to pay attention to me and feel uncomfortable when I’m hit on. I want women to like me and I push them away. I crave boundaries and then I brake them. I love life + fantasize about death. I am beautiful + chaos.
#lovemeanyways